My Fading Obsession

Letter To Mia...My fading Obsession

You tell me pretty things.
You tell me with your help I can be better.
I am lost
I need a friend.
I want to be better.
You pick me up, above all else.
You dangle me from a string.
You help me fly, you give me hope.
I pull away
You push me back down.
I'm on my knees for you.
Those pretty things scratch at me.
Your promises do not exist.
You show me things, which I cannot see.
You lure me back in.
I break free
Freedom doesn't last
I'm back on my knees for you.
Yesterday, today, tomorrow. forever.
Love you, hate you, need you.
You convince me to stay with you.
You lie to me.
Your lies are my truth
on my knees I remain for you